seriosuly?? i don't know how long am i able to suppress the sadness in me. i don't care if i am being over sensitive or absurd i just know it hurts. Same questions questioning me over and over again..is this really what i want? y am i acting this way, yyyy??? lots of WHY life is meaningless sometimes. How can i get over it....should i just close my eyes and let things go but the worst thing is to assume everything is all right when it is not. can't breath, chock.