study! study! study! finished revising most of my coming midyear physic topic
hope all the effort i put in will become a reward in return! haha!
i don't want care so much of those useless problems that i encountered a few days ago...
which i think most of friends around me know what was that problems i'm referring to
i just want to concentrate on my coming o lvl,so return to normal again....

i am so so so so tired!
after school went to meet liyi and En Quan at wm to study,enquan was there to coach us.
Have our lunch with enquan haha! it was really a long time since he left my school,after lunch went to library to study and do my physic ws,lucky enquan was there to help us,if not i don't know how to handle my work.
at 4 plus yiting met us as well as sock hwee,accompany yt and sh to KFC to have their lunch,reached school at 6.30pm for group study,Ms Teh gave us ws to do which was also related to electricity.
whole day merely to revise on the the chapter"electricity" lol! unbelievable man!
but i believe it certainly help me in my coming mid year exam,so after all it's still worth it...
Reached home around 8.55pm ,now i am exhausted!

Before u shot it out,analyse through your "clever" mind
ppl doesn't mean that, and u think it is! stupid!
so pissed off...! ya is true i may be wrong,but must u make things so serious?
to:KM(kiaming),i'm not coward like u!put "AT" instead of amelia tan!

it all started with this course that the school organize specially for us,It was meant for those students who will be doing their's olvl examination(if i'm not wrong),their aim was to motivate us to study,and after going throught today and yesterday sections i find it quite useful,as they teach us same technic that we could apply in perparing notes(mindmap and so on,they would also tell jokes that gave all of us a really good laught.The aspect that i enjoyed most of this course was,they taught us about life,parents,who we are? and so on..
Today i started crying since that kok trainer show all the students the pictures about this "bubble boy" he had no immune system,and get sick very easily.He told us that how lucky we are to be born into this world....,eventually things started getting tense,he get emotional all of the sudden banging the whiteboard shouted at us saying"u should be gratuful....",follwed by asking us to bend down and close our eyes and listen to what he said.he stared "imagine u are in this dark room sitting in a chair alone,and u see this door,and u went over to open the door and u see there two person standing there,they are ppl who support u,look after u,worried about you,will be there when u in trouble.....and straight away the two person appear,it was my parent.He keep telling us more...which make the whole room fill with sobbing sounds,my friends were all crying too.The feeling was really terrible,i started truthly understand that my parents was really fantastic,but i do not treasure them.
There was this moment when everyone started crying loudly,and i am not taken aback by guys crying out loud,u won't understand the feeling until you were there yourself to exprience it.My crying didn't stop even the section had ended,my heart was still in pain,mind full of my bad attitude towards my parent for the past few years,feeling terrible sorry for them!what a horrible daughter i am! SORRY!
Went to the girl toliet with liyi,alot of the malay girl were in there comforting each other.I looked into the mirror,BLOODY HELL! my eyes were like damn red and popping out,eye bags were big and looked heavy,i was disgusted by my look man!
I was still crying after coming out of the toliet until i reached my house,lucky mom didn't ask anything about my swollen eyes,apparently she didn't saw it...?ha!
just want tell u guys that,no matter what,treat ur parents well,or u would regret the rest of your life...................!

I DUNNO!is really fading as time goes...!sian!
AMELIA TAN!STRAIGHTEN UP UR BACKBONE! AND BRACE UP!
this sentence always appeared frequently in my mind
but no use,i still slack like hell...
i feel like a rock collecting moss in my locked home everyday after school,
jump to my bed,and fell asleep,the instant i reached home
6 15 then woke up...boby felt like jelly..er....

Yesterday went for the annual award which was held in school.
It was a long period of time sitting at the chair,while waiting for my turn to go up to the stage to collect my price.
i can said that the performances by students were quite good.
the buffet was later held outside the hall and foyer,the food was fabulous!ha ha
all i care is the food!
overall it was still boring...! -.-
sock and yiting turn up after the whole annual award was over.We watched the choir singing,and piano played by a boy,wondering if he is form my school...at the foyer,the scene was like holding a grand wedding,so high class!
candles placed every where,as well as the gander.
So slack this two days,until today when ms Ng gave us a situation writing to do.
never even touch a single work or revisions the past two days,don't know why too!
felt so sloppy.

I'm so lazy to post....!
may be just a short paragraph will do?
nothing much happened the past few days,
just continuously finishing up homework,perparing for tests and revisions.
I have to keep the ball rolling
to achieve my good result,even though it stress me up!
Today i had my lunch together with both liyi and yiting,
had a long chat with them after finishing my food...
Reached home around 4,had a good bathe and went to sleep after that.
damn tired!tomorrow i still have to stay back for that stupid annual award
rehearsal -.- how i wish i can run away from it!,rather spend the time to revise my work....