been stress for this fews days,no choice..
i really must do well in my n level,if not i can't get to sec 5
lucky this year take o level DNT,so next year no dnt for me anymore.
can concerate more on my amath and other subject.
busy with "notes notes notes!!!"hiazzz
this fews days not really a happy time for me.
i felt like shouting out loud!
too many things vexing me.

sometimes,human begins take things for granted
they dun realise that they are wrong,pretend nothing happen
be mature,don't always made your family member sad
is time for u guys to think!she been working very hard for this family
does she really needed to do all this?
is really unfair,have some understanding heart PLS!
hiazzzz...! y human begins always like that?

i've made up my mind le,break is the best solution.hiaz...!dun wan hurt him even more le.
haha!today burst out of tears,cause sunddenly my mind is full of n level things.
went to toliet open water tap,tears keep welling out from my eyes.
After crying feel much better,hiazzzzzz!
i never been so stress before,first time in my life.
wonder if my next year o level may be will go jump off from building liao lol!
hia..will try not to be so stress,make my friends worried only.
ty guys! for begin there for me ,love my friends.

damn fed up with my mom,ask money from her,she talk so much then me!
freak la! always like that.came back from market,her voice automatic raised up to me.
than asked me where the money i earned from my father that time,did't tell her the truth.
Because i know she surely will nag and scold if i told her the reason.
Just brought a fighting fish,quite nice($4) haha!

today went to grandpa house.
Thought it would be boring without ahqi and ah jia
but it turn up quite ok for me,chatting with my cousins xue wei and ming wei
about school and goal topic.
The main point was not on this,it is about the talk between me and xue wei.
We were chatting about some girls stuff and it really made me laught..
the most funny part of the talk was about she and her BF can't said it here
very funny haha!

Today school was full of jokes and laughter.
physic lesson was fun,bacuase we use a remote control to select answer from the ws that mr tan gave us and enter the answer to the screen with remote control.He said those who were at the bottom three needed to stay back,and it was me,sock(she got the same mark as me), and kiaming.wth! After lesson i requested to stay back a little while longer to ask questions on physic ws(force).i asked yt and sh to stay in the class to wait for me,but they wanted to go out and wait.At that moment i was thinking izzit they wanted me to be with kiaming in the class,because there were no student around anymore only mr tan and one more teacher(girl).Becasue of this yt,sh and me start to qurarell over it(not serious want ,keep laughing)....too long story to be told.
ON the way home yt and i laught till stomach pain bacuse of the things that happen during that phy lesson,follow by dunno wad nonsense....haha.too bad liyi was not here today.

today stay back till 3.30 plus a long day in school.After school straight away go Amath lesson.
Stay back with ms ng after that,to do some revision at the cafe.She treated me tuna toast,quite nice.school today was quite good,but ruined by those gina pi,siao eh!
think it was caused by that guy lol! childish of them!

some time i felt that there was not even a modicum in ur words,the way u talk and actions was not what i wanted.i am dithering wheather we should continue or let it end here, you made me feel unsecure at times.I WANT TO WHISK OFF THIS FEELING!
i always had this premonition that u will have other girl outside which i don't know.
I fail to trust you,i'm really sorry.
let me settle what in my mind right now first!
this is the most vaxatious problemwhen it come to relationship.