it all started with this course that the school organize specially for us,It was meant for those students who will be doing their's olvl examination(if i'm not wrong),their aim was to motivate us to study,and after going throught today and yesterday sections i find it quite useful,as they teach us same technic that we could apply in perparing notes(mindmap and so on,they would also tell jokes that gave all of us a really good laught.The aspect that i enjoyed most of this course was,they taught us about life,parents,who we are? and so on..
Today i started crying since that kok trainer show all the students the pictures about this "bubble boy" he had no immune system,and get sick very easily.He told us that how lucky we are to be born into this world....,eventually things started getting tense,he get emotional all of the sudden banging the whiteboard shouted at us saying"u should be gratuful....",follwed by asking us to bend down and close our eyes and listen to what he said.he stared "imagine u are in this dark room sitting in a chair alone,and u see this door,and u went over to open the door and u see there two person standing there,they are ppl who support u,look after u,worried about you,will be there when u in trouble.....and straight away the two person appear,it was my parent.He keep telling us more...which make the whole room fill with sobbing sounds,my friends were all crying too.The feeling was really terrible,i started truthly understand that my parents was really fantastic,but i do not treasure them.
There was this moment when everyone started crying loudly,and i am not taken aback by guys crying out loud,u won't understand the feeling until you were there yourself to exprience it.My crying didn't stop even the section had ended,my heart was still in pain,mind full of my bad attitude towards my parent for the past few years,feeling terrible sorry for them!what a horrible daughter i am! SORRY!
Went to the girl toliet with liyi,alot of the malay girl were in there comforting each other.I looked into the mirror,BLOODY HELL! my eyes were like damn red and popping out,eye bags were big and looked heavy,i was disgusted by my look man!
I was still crying after coming out of the toliet until i reached my house,lucky mom didn't ask anything about my swollen eyes,apparently she didn't saw it...?ha!
just want tell u guys that,no matter what,treat ur parents well,or u would regret the rest of your life...................!