NO CYN for me T_T
study week during CYN darn it!
hiaz... nvm oing to suffer now rather then in future...
after exam can enjoy and go out with dear and my friends le!!!!

Be thankful for the difficult times.
During those times you grow.
Be thankful for your limitations,
because they give you opportunities for improvement.

Be thankful for each new challenge,
because it will build your strength and character.

Be thankful for your mistakes.
They will teach you valuable lessons.

Be thankful when you're tired and weary,
because it means you've made a difference.

It's easy to be thankful for the good things.
A life of rich fulfillment comes to those who
are also thankful for the setbacks.
Gratitude can turn a negative into a positive.

Find a way to be thankful for your troubles,

tutorials, lectures, many many...... full of EXCITEMENT everyday, how GREAT!
is totally stress, how i hope to have a long term break as fast as possible. Looking forward to the coming holiday which is around 27 of Feb? Next semester everyone who use to be in the same class have to be split up due to different course (polymer or industrial) really miss the fun we use to have.. hope to go back to that moment. Time pass fast and have to treasure every moment onwards.

ya...ok i changed my blogskin... life suck man!!
hiaz... just can't use any word or sentence to express it
will 2012 really end this world? if so i'm glad to welcome the day.
hope god will give a new start and i want a new life too....

ok..no mood mentioning about my studies..
reached home around 8.45pm,heard parents talking about my uncle..
Because his wife was sick and to need go back Malaysia to see doctor.
No one was looking after my sick uncle too!!! and everyone don't want to raise money to hire a maid for him... wa... darn piss off after listening to what my parents told me. My uncle is very sick and weak, and no one want to help?!! i know everyone have their own family, but is your brother leh?? you wish to see him suffer and die later?? happy ar??!! like how u all treat my ah ma?? who was my uncles mom. If it wasn't my dad, i think ah ma will die earlier than expected...because of their selfishness no one ever give my ah ma monthly income punctually, except my dad did and she have to use her own saving in the end.....Then when ah ma lying in the hospital going to die soon, no one want to sign for her hospital fee, all scared their own income will kana deduce off, SELFISH!!! end up all using my dad medisave -.- what the hell!!!! your own MOM LEH!!!!!!!!!!!! lying there going to die le leh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! waaa..i can't stand it....when listening i feel really very very up sad for my ahma in heaven and my sick uncle.

ya..is so dead....i know.....
but really very stress and tired to update... almost everytime i online is do homework and do research, so people out there be more understanding..hahaha... update more... going to do report le......

Been asked to update my blog by Liyi and Yiting...,so here it is.
last Monday i went to JE swimming complex with yt and liyi,we had lot of fun.
the last time i swam was last 3 years...lol..can't believe it man..
We wen to kfc to have our lunch,and yt was complaining the service was no good..
you should have seen her face,it was darn funny.
k ba...can't think of anything else..so just end here.
A big thanks to liyi and yt for this trip. (:

If my words are not enough for you
cut my heart with a knife and rip it outeven I have noticed
your excuses and hesitations
Will I hate someone like that again?If so, embrace me more and more
Like a thorn piercing your heart,let it remain in you forever
From now on, it would be better not to say anythingfor all your words are lies
If I repeat it over and overMaybe someday, my tears will reach the moon
Will I be able to love someone like that again?
When the time comes, surely, without a doubt,I can move on like the fragrant wind flowing over timeAlways, forever, endlessly…

(lyric)

it works really well especially for oily skin type....although i haven started using i see the results immediately,when she first letting us to try it's sample The pei pei promoter damn good in convincing people into buying their products man.....YOU can try out their products,i bet lots of tennagers will like it.i update the results after using it..so patience..haha

"I have seen lots of complaints about the difference in bus fare for poly and JC students.I totally agree that it is really unfair to those who study in poly.Moreover the government is encourage people to travel by public transport rather than cars,and it is important that the bus fare is reasonable and fair to everyone.I really hope the government can at least give an explanation or solve this problem" this is my comment to TODAY the newspaper,one of the voices regarding poly and JC bus fare. I hope more poly students can comment or write more about this problem,shout out yours voices today!! One day this problem might attract the government attention,when more people is discussing it....

Amy!!!i hate you!!!..ya..i hate myself..................!!!!! -.-
can i die now and be a guy in my next life??
i dunno.......i darn f*ck up...
hiaz......nvm.....i won't show it out......may be is just temporary!!yea.....!?not a big deal!!
may be just piss off.........but might be fine after sometimes.....
I HATE YOU,AMY TAN!! CHANGE MAN!!!!

yeah...!!today is my off day and so it is for the following 2 days,you know,i need some good rest~
haha...going to quit at the end of Feb due to studies.I think is time to give full concentration in my studies,i don't want to have nothing at the end...so much of education and at the end, i can't find my own place....-.-
Study is partially the reason,i don't really like the rules they've set over there.I will reconsider working again after I've got to know where am i going to study at....don't want to ask my parents for money.In additional, the economy is really bad now.SAVE ALL YOU CAN,PEOPLE!!!!
Just changed the blog songs,found it nicer and more meaningful than the previous,that's of course,because i didn't even know Japaneses.....
I can't wait to celebrate my cousin's birthday tomorrow... I'm going to order the food carefully,not too expansive.....lol!
ya...true...! the economy is really bad that u have to calculate how much after GST and service charge...-.- you've got to take a notice on the "big" difference between the original price and the one after GST and service charge.............

update!! yup....got back my results few days ago.i was darn disappointed with my math,got a b4 for it.I feel damn sad and sorry for my math teacher.
guess what i pass my English!! and is b4.I was damn happy with it,can't believe it!
haha! Hope i can get into biotechnology in sp,pray hard...



i want this car!!!!!!!!crystal man!!!! think it cost million..darn nice right?!

Back from work......hope on the 15 of jan i can get around 800 plus salary...or even more...haha...been working very hard for the last few weeks,so i expect more than usual.

cute right!!!!!

waaa..is hell!~!!!! my legs feel wobbly man!!
3 waitress outside serving customers. can you imagine the whole place is full of food on the floor and tables uncleaned,and customers have no choice,but to have their seats while we clean the table............... Baby's crying,people chatting,laughing,and ALL THE ORDERS FROM CUSTOMERS!! I was running instead of walking,not only me but the others too.The noise and 'floor' pollution filled up the entire secret recipes,it really gave me a urge to shout out loud...people will think I'm crazy,hack care! lol....Today was actually worst than x'mas eve.Thinking i have to face the same situation for tomorrow's work(new year'2009'),i really feel like taking a whole bottle of sleeping pills now...never wake up for tomorrow's work!!"is TORTURED"
no difference being a buffaloes helping a farmer -.- I'll make sure there's "DOUBLE PAY!!!!!!!!!"
ARGGGGGG!! " CAUTION: SR is hell to servers when it comes to eve day". nice for a headline in newspapers urh? -.- (joking)

yaya.....ok...! i know my blog is rotting.....here is the post..-.- The past few weeks i was busy with working.....made number of mistakes during work,don't feel like mentioning it.
Hours ago i just went to JP2 with Celine..is our second time going to JP2...
JP2 is a new shopping centre linked to JP1.i bet every youngster will like it because there's really lot of cute stuffs for sale,especially the newly open bread talk over there,whereby you get a chance to decorate your own mini cake!!!! darn cute!! of course you need to pay.I will try it one day....Celine brought a skinny jean which cost $50(paid for her,she's broke -.-) and i brought a jumper at $41 for new year.Celine!!!!! you are fated to feed me when i aged!!!! hahaha!!,but don't worry she's going to return back the money right?!hahaha!!!!!
we dine in Long John,and chatted on some nonsensical joke...is always the same,we get crazy easily. ok..time for sleep!!is late now..

hmm....kind of moody this few days....lots of things running in my mind...
i really don't know...i feel kind of helpless and weak and a bit of lonely.
i really feel like crying........i don't know the whole situation and so on...
kind of lost.....hiaz......sian working tml....
feeling weak!!!!!!!!!!!!!! shhh!!! don't ask or concern me about this...i just need some peace...

today is my 2nd day at work.feeling sick,running nose.....i just hate it when you have to open your mouth while sleeping in order to breath,and some feverish going on.What can i do...i need money.... hiaz.....! don't really like working there,it is so bored and strict! -.- think a few more weeks i will get use to it..'hope so' people working there were friendly,but don't know whether they were truly friendly anot.kk i better i go sleep now,if not tommorow, i might faint during work.

yeah! shopping! shop with my cousin at Bugis.We brought quite a number of things,our working stuffs,and our prom night dress.Finally i'm at home,sitting in my comfortable chair...haha...!
It was a long day....we walked for hours in the the bugis streets and junction.Met a shirt seller in the Bugis street,she is very pretty man....after a few mins of chatting we became friends,and i brought the dress from her too...the world is really amazing,how long have i met a stranger and become friend within a few mins?Unfortunately i lost her number on the way to bugis junction,hope she can contact me some day...

finally the struggling had come to an end,but not completely.At least many subjects have been completed,left science MCQ..argg...can't wait to finish it!!! haha!
After 'o' lvl my time will be fully pack by my working days....-.- so sian!!
no choice i need money to survive,who doesn't?.in additional,i need lots of money for that prom night...man...!can't wait for the prom night..!!looking forward to how my friends would dress.haha!kk i gtg ....

ok...i know my blog is rotting soon..so here's an update!
i'm busy with my o lvl revision and lots of slacking too...
i'm dumbfounded when i checked the date...about 13 days to o lvl!
hiaz...no matter what,i still need to throw away all the prom night things from my head...
don't know why i keep thinking of it..haha!
kk! i gtg now...some rest..having a bad headach now! -.-

Just woke up from my afternoon nap.Slept for 4 hr ,darn long right?! haha.Later at night sure can complete some of my homework,as i cannot sleep after i had slept for so long.Just now went for math remedial and physic mock test.After math remedial i followed Mr Koh to the teachers' office,he showed me his baby's video.His baby is so smart,and she is only 1 year old and a few months,and can already sing along with her mom and walk.His baby is so cute,look like Mr Koh.headed home after that.

initially i wanted to go westmall with joanne to buy Mdm Lim present,but end up saying i don't feel like going le,as later on i got tuition at 8pm and needed some sleep.headed home and followed by liyi's call,asking me to go buy teacher's day stuff(food...etc).Thinking that i should contribute some for teacher's Day,as i didn't help in the decoration for the classroom.After buying the presents for our teachers at westmall,we went to the market where it is located near my house to meet Alisa.We brought many frozen food at NTUC.We waited for Aminah to arrive and guided us the things that we should buy.We also brought a cake,and I'm in charged to bring it to school tomorrow morning(the cake's decoration not really that nice).Poor Liyi,Alisa and Aminah need to wake up at 4 plus in the morning tomorrow to prepare the food..hope no problem is created during tomorrow's cooking.

ok i know is silly to think that,the thing is a *****....i will try to think in a more positive way.
i didn't want to mention it anymore.
i'm really scared ok?! pls!!! i just want a normal life,so pls!!!!!.i'm beggiing you.